Bipolar love

Im so happy
its insane
I don’t even know my own brain

Im so depressed
and what comes next

probably feelings of regret

regretting things
Ive said and done
regretting feelings
that took over and won

but how could I ever regret
who I am
the feelings I have are me

that couldnt be insanity
something else must be

so what is it that makes me
feel lonely and lost
and making you wonder
what this relationship costs
or maybe you dont

at least you never say
anything at all
to help me find the way
to you

maybe thats just another thing
you wouldnt want me to

I wish I wish
I wish I knew
what there is that I could do
to be more close to you

Av Alexis Örtenholm 18 sep 2003 09:08